My Description:

An honest description:

I'm good-looking: Yes, I smile alot into the mirror, when I brush my hair. I enjoy working out. Or at least that's what I tell myself

Every few years, I get into really great shape, then get hooked on some intellectual thing and become obsessed with it, sitting down all day, reading and creating.

I'm goal-driven and perfectionistic. Perhaps not goal-driven about things I should actually be persuing, but about the things I'm genuinely interested in. For the past 15 yrs, it's been C/C++ video game engine programming. Before that, it was martial arts. Every few years or so, I'll get back into martial arts, but more as a fun thing to do after work. Kind of interested in Jujitsu and Krav Maga. Yes, this whole martial arts thing is left-over nerd-rage from high school (elementary school, Kidnergarden, the womb).

When I'm quiet, I'm either 1. desperately trying to avoid telling off a boss so I can remain employed, 2. genuinely smitten, or 3. am genuinely amazed at the stupidity of the person I'm interacting with--sort of like I'm watching a 3D sci-fi movie about an idiot apocalypse. Sometimes, it's a combination of 1 and 3.

When I wake up, I'm torn between if I should continue this exercise thing, write some more code, or read up on a work-related skillset. I'm very interested in graphics card shader programming, and hope to become far more advanced with HLSL and GLSL coding.

My Match Description:

Who I'm looking for: a meaningful relationship with someone I'm deeply in-love with and attracted to.
(These are just the things I'm looking for: not always, not all the time. It's not a must-have list, either).

1. Attractive:
a. Just like every single guy on the face of the earth:
I. Hip-to-waist ratio
II. Girly
III. Nice face-smile: good-looking
b. Doesn't have to be "in-shape" or athletic. In fact, I find women who have excessively athletic/muscular builds a real turn-off.
c. Feminine, and presents herself that way
d. Could be thin, average, or even overweight.

2. Accepting:
a. Someone who's attraction isn't solely based on my income or financial situation
b. Someone who's more interested in who I am than my wallet size.
c. Someone who understands family obligations/responsibilities: Taking care of a mentally ill parent, for example.
d. Someone who can look past situations I can't control: my epilepsi.

3. Someone who values how I look and how she looks, but isn't the sole determinant of attraction.

4. Hobbies:
a. Doesn't mind the fact I love video games: playing and spending alot of time developing animation/multimedia programs for work and play.
5. Her motives:
a. To find lots of happiness with a guy she's very attracted to, and great experiences to go with it.